NIGHTMARE : "UGLY DUCK'S WILL" Lyrics

"UGLY DUCK'S WILL" is a song released by NIGHTMARE on the HPQ label on November 28th, 2012.
The song appears as track #2 on their twenty-fifth single "Deus ex machina" and as track #5 (DISC 2) on their best album "best tracks 2011-2015 [beást]".

Ugly Duck's Will

Lyrics & Music: Sakito

On a corner of the street in this town, in the shadows of the brilliant light
I'm an ugly duck covered with dust, living among the hustle and bustle

I can't ever become a white swan - I'm spoken ill of as "dirty"
I wish I had never seen things like dreams. Why was I born into this world?

Rushing emotions, racing blood, my head's about to break
I'm ugly. I'm ugly. Am I?
I'm alone in a gap of a skyscraper

The colorless days repeating, I don't have the courage to sever my own life
What I want is certain love, but I look and look for it but can't find it

Monkeyed around by the gods who show kindness whimsically
Even if I want to believe, I'd be murdered by their persecuting gazes

Crushed feelings, shrinking back, my feelings are about to wither
Who am I? Who am I? Am I?
I'm swaying in the interval of determination and a suicide note

I load my silver revolver with the bullet named "hope"
I put it to my right temple and pull the trigger without hesitation

If I could be reborn, reincarnated, start all over
Revive my mind. Revive my mind. Revive!
I'd yearn for "normal"

Feelings streaming out, blood gushing out, my head's about to break
I'm ugly. I'm ugly. Am I?
Farewell, beautiful world

UGLY DUCK'S WILL

Sakushi & Sakkyoku: Sakito

Hanabanashii hikari no kage tokai no machi no katasumi de
Zattou no naka hokori ni mamire ikiru watashi wa minikui AHIRU

Hakuchou ni nado narenai "kitanai" to nonoshirarete
Yume nanka minakya yokatta doushite kono yo ni umarete kita no?

Kakemeguru kanjou, ketsueki atama ga waresou
I'm ugly. I'm ugly. Am I?
Matenrou no sukima de hitori

Iro no nai hibi kurikaeshi inochi wo tatsu yuuki mo nai
Motomeru mono wa tashika na ai sa sagasedo sagasedo miataranai

Kimagure ni yasashisa wo miseru kamigami ni honrou sarete
Shinjite mitai to omottemo naburu you na shisen de korosarete shimau

Tsubusareru kanjou, hekieki omoi wa karesou
Who am I? Who am I? Am I?
Ishi to isho no hazama de yurete

Kibou to iu na no dangan giniro no RIBORUBAA ni kometa
Migigawa no komekami ni atete tamerai mo sezu hikigane wo hiku

Umarekawareru, tensei yarinaoseru nara
Revive my mind. Revive my mind. Revive!
"Futsuu" ni akogarete

Nagarederu kanjou, ketsueki atama ga waresou
I'm ugly. I'm ugly. Am I?
Sayonara utskushii sekai

UGLY DUCK'S WILL

作詞・作曲：咲人