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Wednesday, November 26, 2025

Soala - Jibun Katte


"Jibun Katte"
2025.07.09
"To my 17" [Single]
Drama Gokudou Joushi ni Aisaretara opening theme

Selfish

Lyrics: Soala
Composition: Soala & Leo Matsushita
Arrangement: Chihiro Tamaki

There's nothing anymore
Without you, nothing
The curtains sway on a lonely night
(uh uh) a grazing sound

That gently smiling face of yours
and the crying face you only show me
I just, I just don't want to break them
I'm sorry

I can't even keep the promise
to communicate properly. It's your fault
We always end things with the words
"I'm sorry"

I'd thought this was fate
We should've been by each other
But our hearts are so far apart

It's destroyed. I want to go back to those times
I want to go back to those days when it was painful, sad, and happy
I can't see ahead
If I show you these tears
I'm sure it'd annoy you. I'm going to stop crying
so please let me be with you

The more beautiful the memories are
the more the pain piercing my heart hurts
I hide my tears alone in my lonely bed
It's too late to tell how I really feel, right?

Telling you I miss you
and even holding your hand
I'm just waiting for myself to do it
I'm sorry

I was so ambiguous with my love for you
It's my fault for always being weak
I understood that
but all I can do is apologize

Because I over-relied on the word "fate"
I should be by your side
but it seems like I can't reach you anymore

It's destroyed. I want to go back to those times
I want to go back to those days when it was painful, sad, and happy
I can't see ahead
If I show you these tears
I'm sure it'd annoy you. I'm going to stop crying
so please let me be with you

We'd forgiven each other so many times
but the thread connecting us is about to snap
No matter how much I lament, time won't come back
Hey, are we hopeless now?

It's destroyed. Can't we return to those times?
I felt like I could overcome my past as long as I was with you
But it won't come true anymore
Once I see your face
I'll understand
But still, I want to be by your side
I'm sorry for being selfish
I'm sorry I can't be honest
I'm sure it's too late. I'll stop crying
so please let me be with you
Jibun Katte

Sakushi: Soala
Sakkyoku: Soala & Matsushita Leo
Henkyoku: Tamaki Chihiro

Mou nanimo nai yo
Kimi ga inai to nanimo
Kaaten ga yureru lonely night
uh uh kasureru sound

Yasashiku warau kimi no sono kao to
Watashi ni shika misenai nakigao
Tada tada kowashitakunakute
I'm sorry

Chanto tsutaeru tte yakusoku mo
Muri nanda yo, kimi ga warui yo
Itsumo gomen ne tte
Kotoba de owarasechau no

Kore wa unmei da to omotteta'n da yo
Soba ni ita hazu nanoni
Kokoro no kyori wa hanarebanare ni

Kowareta no ano koro ni modoritai yo
Tsurai kanashii mo shiawase datta hi ni modoritai yo
Mae ga mirenai'n da yo
Kono namida misete shimattara
Kitto uzai yo ne nakiyamu kara
Onegai kimi to isasete

Omoide wa kirei na hodo
Mune ni sasaru setsunasa itakute
Hitori namida kakusu lonely bed
Honne nante imasara da yo ne

Aitai tte tsutaeru nomo
Kimi no te nigiru koto de sae mo
Zenbu tada matteru dake de
I'm sorry

Suki tte iu kimochi wo nigoshita
Itsumademo yowai watashi ga warui yo
Wakatteta noni
Ayamaru koto shika dekinakute

Unmei tte kotoba ni amaeta sei de
Soba ni iru hazu nanoni
Mou te ga todokanai mitai de

Kowareta no ano koro ni modoritai yo
Tsurai kanashii mo shiawase datta hi ni modoritai yo
Mae ga mirenai'n da yo
Kono namida misete shimattara
Kitto uzai yo ne nakiyamu kara
Onegai kimi to isasete

Nandomo yurushiatte kita noni
Futari tsunaideta ito ga mou kiresou nano
Dore dake nageitemo jikan wa modoranai
Nee, watashitachi mou dake nano kana

Kowareta no ano koro ni modorenai no?
Kako mo kimi to nara norikaerareru ki ga shiteta no
Demo mou kanawanai yo ne
Kimi no kao wo mite shimattara
Wakatte shimau no
Soredemo mada soba ni itai no
Jibun katte de gomen ne
Sunao ni narenakute gomen ne
Kitto osoi yo ne nakiyamu kara
Onegai kimi to isasete
自分勝手

作詞:Soala
作曲:Soala・マツシタレオ
編曲:玉木千尋

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Selfish

Lyrics: Soala
Composition: Soala & Leo Matsushita
Arrangement: Chihiro Tamaki

There's nothing anymore
Without you, nothing
The curtains sway on a lonely night
(uh uh) a grazing sound

That gently smiling face of yours
and the crying face you only show me
I just, I just don't want to break them
I'm sorry

I can't even keep the promise
to communicate properly. It's your fault
We always end things with the words
"I'm sorry"

I'd thought this was fate
We should've been by each other
But our hearts are so far apart

It's destroyed. I want to go back to those times
I want to go back to those days when it was painful, sad, and happy
I can't see ahead
If I show you these tears
I'm sure it'd annoy you. I'm going to stop crying
so please let me be with you

The more beautiful the memories are
the more the pain piercing my heart hurts
I hide my tears alone in my lonely bed
It's too late to tell how I really feel, right?

Telling you I miss you
and even holding your hand
I'm just waiting for myself to do it
I'm sorry

I was so ambiguous with my love for you
It's my fault for always being weak
I understood that
but all I can do is apologize

Because I over-relied on the word "fate"
I should be by your side
but it seems like I can't reach you anymore

It's destroyed. I want to go back to those times
I want to go back to those days when it was painful, sad, and happy
I can't see ahead
If I show you these tears
I'm sure it'd annoy you. I'm going to stop crying
so please let me be with you

We'd forgiven each other so many times
but the thread connecting us is about to snap
No matter how much I lament, time won't come back
Hey, are we hopeless now?

It's destroyed. Can't we return to those times?
I felt like I could overcome my past as long as I was with you
But it won't come true anymore
Once I see your face
I'll understand
But still, I want to be by your side
I'm sorry for being selfish
I'm sorry I can't be honest
I'm sure it's too late. I'll stop crying
so please let me be with you

Jibun Katte

Sakushi: Soala
Sakkyoku: Soala & Matsushita Leo
Henkyoku: Tamaki Chihiro

Mou nanimo nai yo
Kimi ga inai to nanimo
Kaaten ga yureru lonely night
uh uh kasureru sound

Yasashiku warau kimi no sono kao to
Watashi ni shika misenai nakigao
Tada tada kowashitakunakute
I'm sorry

Chanto tsutaeru tte yakusoku mo
Muri nanda yo, kimi ga warui yo
Itsumo gomen ne tte
Kotoba de owarasechau no

Kore wa unmei da to omotteta'n da yo
Soba ni ita hazu nanoni
Kokoro no kyori wa hanarebanare ni

Kowareta no ano koro ni modoritai yo
Tsurai kanashii mo shiawase datta hi ni modoritai yo
Mae ga mirenai'n da yo
Kono namida misete shimattara
Kitto uzai yo ne nakiyamu kara
Onegai kimi to isasete

Omoide wa kirei na hodo
Mune ni sasaru setsunasa itakute
Hitori namida kakusu lonely bed
Honne nante imasara da yo ne

Aitai tte tsutaeru nomo
Kimi no te nigiru koto de sae mo
Zenbu tada matteru dake de
I'm sorry

Suki tte iu kimochi wo nigoshita
Itsumademo yowai watashi ga warui yo
Wakatteta noni
Ayamaru koto shika dekinakute

Unmei tte kotoba ni amaeta sei de
Soba ni iru hazu nanoni
Mou te ga todokanai mitai de

Kowareta no ano koro ni modoritai yo
Tsurai kanashii mo shiawase datta hi ni modoritai yo
Mae ga mirenai'n da yo
Kono namida misete shimattara
Kitto uzai yo ne nakiyamu kara
Onegai kimi to isasete

Nandomo yurushiatte kita noni
Futari tsunaideta ito ga mou kiresou nano
Dore dake nageitemo jikan wa modoranai
Nee, watashitachi mou dake nano kana

Kowareta no ano koro ni modorenai no?
Kako mo kimi to nara norikaerareru ki ga shiteta no
Demo mou kanawanai yo ne
Kimi no kao wo mite shimattara
Wakatte shimau no
Soredemo mada soba ni itai no
Jibun katte de gomen ne
Sunao ni narenakute gomen ne
Kitto osoi yo ne nakiyamu kara
Onegai kimi to isasete







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