Hamasaki Ayumi : "Missing" Lyrics

"Missing" is a song released by Hamasaki Ayumi on the avex trax label on November 8th, 2012.
The song appears as tracks #2, #7 & #10 on her third mini-album "LOVE" (as 'Original mix', 'Dubscribe remix' and 'Original mix -Instrumental'), as track #5 on her fourth mini-album "again" (as 'Orchestra version'), as track #9 on her remix album "A Classical" (as 'Orchestra version'), and as track #3 on her fourteenth album "LOVE again".

Missing

Lyrics: ayumi hamasaki
Music: Kazuhiro Hara
Arrangement: Yuta Nakano

I said "I want to see you" when I wanted to see you
I said "I'm lonely" when I was lonely
I was able to speak honestly in those days, but...

When I was unable to believe in you
You too were unable to believe in me

When I don't understand you
You too don't understand me

Just going forward straight ahead
No matter how many times I get hurt
No matter how many times I'm denied
I can't go back anymore

Saying "I want to see you" when I wanted to see you
I was still able to say it honestly in those days, but...
Something other than my own circumstances occupies my feelings

Saying "I'm lonely" when I was lonely
And right after I shed tears honestly
Someone's wishes control my emotions

I found the pain hidden inside your bluff
And at that moment, hey, I wanted to embrace you

I felt the truth mixed up in your jokes
And at that moment, hey, I couldn't leave you

But I'm going forward straight ahead
Gathering pieces,
Even if both my hands get full
I won't give up

Saying "I'm happy" when I was happy
I could have fun innocently
And I understood at the start that this is my last self

Saying "It's fun" when it was fun
And right after we joked together
I realized at the start that this is my last love

Saying "I want to see you" when I wanted to see you
Saying "I'm lonely" when I was lonely

Saying "I want to see you" when I wanted to see you
I was still able to say it honestly in those days, but...
Something other than my own circumstances occupies my feelings

Saying "I'm lonely" when I was lonely
And right after I shed tears honestly
Someone's wishes control my emotions

Missing

Sakushi: ayumi hamasaki
Sakkyoku: Hara Kazuhiro
Henkyoku: Nakano Yuta

Aitai toki ni aitai tte
Samishii toki ni samishii tte
Ano koro sunao ni iete ita noni ne

Watashi ga anata no koto wo shinjirarenaku naru toki
Anata mo watashi no koto wo shinjirarenaku natteru

Watashi ga anata no koto wo wakaranaku natteru toki
Anata mo watashi no koto wo wakaranaku natteru yo ne

Tada massugu ni susunde yuku
Nando kizutsuitemo
Ato dorehodo hitei saretemo
Mou modorenai

Aitai toki aitai tte sunao ni
Ano koro mada ieteta noni ne
Omoi wo jibun no tsugou igai senkyo suru

Samishii toki samishii tte sunao ni
Namida nagashita sono ato de
Omoi wo dareka no negai ga shihai suru

Anata no tsuyogari no naka ni kakusarete iru itami wo
Mitsuketa sono shunkan ni hora dakishimetaku natte iru

Anata no joudan no naka ni magirekonderu shinjitsu wo
Kanjita sono shunkan ni hora hanarerarenaku natteru

Demo massugu ni susunde yuku
Kakera hiroiatsume
Kono ryoute ga fusagattemo
Akiramenai

Ureshii toki ureshii tte mujaki ni
Hashaidari dekiru nante
Saisho de saigo no jibun nanda tte wakatteru

Tanoshii toki tanoshii tte mujaki ni
Fuzakeatta sono ato de
Saisho de saigo no koi da to shirasareru

Aitai toki ni aitai tte
Samishii toki ni samishii tte

Aitai toki aitai tte sunao ni
Ano koro mada ieteta noni ne
Omoi wo jibun no tsugou igai senkyo suru

Samishii toki samishii tte sunao ni
Namida nagashita sono ato de
Omoi wo dareka no negai ga shihai suru

Missing

作詞：ayumi hamasaki
作曲：原一博
編曲：中野雄太