NIGHTMARE : "I'm not" Lyrics

"I'm not" is a song released by NIGHTMARE on the HPQ label on January 30th, 2013.
The song appears as track #11 on their eighth album "SCUMS".

I'm Not

Lyrics & Music: Sakito

Dear my life
Endless journeys, endless dreams
Dear my world
Trivial lies, trivial days

Is there meaning in days filled with pleasure?

Dear my piece
Boring people, boring poems and songs
Dear myself
A present where I can't laugh at an innocent past

I aimed at something and came here, yet I've forgotten something
The hesitating cats can start walking from here again

This sky which never changes
Wraps me up gently
Covered in so much mud and dirtied
The sun's light shines on
My tattered body and this town's stone

In those days I made a promise to the night sky, but put them away somewhere
Unhappiness dimly shines on my happiness

How many things are there
That haven't changed from that time?
I'm sure I can't stay the same forever

Pretending to dream, I just didn't want to see this moment
I want you to listen to the wish from a me like that
My first and last selfishness
When my time comes, I want you to be by my side

I'm not

Sakushi & Sakkyoku: Sakito

Dear my life
Owaranai tabi owaranai yumetachi
Dear my world
Kudaranai uso kudaranai hibi

Tanoshisa ni michita mainichi imi wa aru no kana

Dear my piece
Tsumaranai hito tsumaranai shi to uta
Dear myself
Adokenai kako wo waraenai ima

Nanika wo mezashite kita noni nanika wo wasurete shimatta
Mayoi nekotachi wa koko kara mata arukidaseru

Itsumademo kawaranai kono sora wa
Yasashiku tsutsunde kureru
Konna nimo doro ni mamire yogorete iru
BOROBORO no boku no karada to
Kono ishi no machi ni hi no hikari ga sasu

Ano koro yozora ni chikatta omoi wo dokoka ni shimatta
Fushiawase ga boku no shiawase nibuku kagayakeru

Ano koro to kawaranai mono nante
Dorekurai aru darou
Boku wa mou, kitto mou itsumademo onaji ja irarenai n da

Yume wo miru furi wo shite kono ima wo mitakunai dake datta
Sonna boku no kono negai wo kiite hoshii
Saisho de saigo no WAGAMAMA
Boku ga owaru toki tonari ni ite hoshii

I'm not

作詞・作曲：咲人